Dear Katy;
I’m facing a big dealema:
The portuguese version of “American Idol”, called “Idols” is back- they want people from the age of 16 years old to…whatever. Which means that, legally I can participate.
Now, things are not as simple as that, there’s a lot to think about, lots of questions:
1: Things go wrong.
1.1: What if I make a fool of myself?
1.2: Is it gonna ruin my career as an artist?
2: Assuming that I’m chosen:
2.1: is it gonna be a good thing for my career?
2.2: will it be easy to keep the studies up?
2.3: what will the reaction from the people around me be? (friends, family, people at my fucking school etc etc)
There are LOTS of other questions… I never know what to do! What to do? I’m sure if I don’t go I’m gonna regret it…or not. Argh! I don’t know! I wish you were here to help me…
Yours truly,
Rita
